Letter To My Heavenly Guardian Angel
It has been a long time since I felt the need to tell the world, to life, that I miss you more and more every day and every moment.
Sometimes I would like you to be there as before next to me, that you smile at me and that we live together a love that we all deserve to know, but that very few know how to feel.
I know, of course, that you are watching me from up there, with your wings open in the sky. A sky where the stars and the sea meet. A sky which is made only of purity, and where you shine with all your brilliance. I know you are watching over me from up there and I know you miss me too.
My feelings towards you are eternal
I know how much you feel for me because I feel it deep inside me, in my heart, like an eternal love that transpires through all the pores of my skin.
Where peace is king, the lights of life become brighter with every step you take. Steps you take to make me realize that you miss me and that you want me to be well.
Steps that assure me of your unwavering support to keep moving forward. It doesn’t matter what will happen and what will happen in my life. It doesn’t matter if any barriers stand in my way. You will always be there to guide me.
You don’t want me to stop living for you and I realized that right after I lost you. The moment you opened your pretty wings, full of light, love for life and for me. These wings that allowed me to feel close to you, sure of myself, loved, cherished and understood.
I remember you everyday
Everyone tells me to move forward, not to look behind me, if only as you said, to gain momentum and grab whatever comes my way.
But every step is painful because you’re not there, and I can’t help but want to fall asleep and dream that you’re by my side again. A dream that you also share, but that you will know how to wait.
You have always understood life, its essence and its beauty. Who better than you could teach me to feel alive? Your song, your eyes, your beauty, your soul and above all your heart.
Know that you are the first person I think of when something great happens to me, when I want to share, talk, or when I need help.
I wish I could have enjoyed life by your side for much longer, and you can’t imagine how much I wish I had been better for you.
I know I did it right. At least that’s what I thought then, but it wasn’t and will never be enough for someone as exceptional as you.
It makes me weird, I admit, to be here and to go through all of this without you being by my side. It makes me weird going to your room and not seeing you there, not touching you and not having the joy of enjoying your smile.
It’s a bit as if I was living in a situation that is totally foreign to me and that I could not explain.
You are my angel, my example
I stay calm because I know very well that you are always there, by my side, that you watch over me and that you accompany me with each of my steps, as you always have done.
For all this, you are and you will always be my eternal angel. This guardian angel that each of us has in his life and who accompanies us.
A wonderful and unique being who, even if he is not physically present, even if I cannot see or hear him, smell him and touch him, succeeds in invading my soul with his memory and his perfume, whether I am strong or not …
From here, on the earth where I walk and where I put my feet with force, I dedicate all my successes to you. All the incredible moments, I offer them to you, just for you.
I share them with those I love, of course, and who stay by my side. It was you who made me better and who made my heart shine even more.
For that, thank you a thousand times, forever. I constantly strive to follow your example and become someone as good and kind as you have been and are.
Because you are one of those angels who enlighten us and whom we want to thank for having made us so alive and for having accepted us as we are. I will never stop looking up there, towards the stars and the sky. Where you are.
